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Tuesday, January 17th, 2006
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6:32 pm - Cristina, help me..
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I need the tracks on the Lisa/Cristina CD we made. I seem to have lost mine again, which means I'll find it in maybe 6 months like last time.. Help me out!
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| Sunday, December 25th, 2005
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3:11 pm - Merry Christmas
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Christmas has always made me happier than anything in the world, but for the past few years I've been nothing but unhappy. I try really hard to make everything perfect, but Christmas just isn;t as great as I remember it being.
I think I should find a new favorite holiday.
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| Tuesday, November 1st, 2005
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4:03 pm - "And if your bottle's empty, help yourself to mine.."
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This is going to be a really jumbled update because I have a bunch of things in my head that I want post and none of them have anything to do with anything else. Here goes.
OK, first of all, has anyone noticed that LiveJournal now sticks links in your updates? Let me take this opportunity to say Fuck you, LiveJournal. Don't use my emotional instability as an advertising tool. Jerkstore.
Last night was Halloween and everything was crazy. I didn't have a costume, I just got wasted. The party went well, though, and everyone seemed to enjoy themselves. I went to WalMart (I bet there's a link to the official WalMart website there) with Alex and Phil and got almost everything I've needed to get for the past two weeks or so.. which makes me feel accomplished. I got slippers :)
Bonnie, I wish you could've been at Cristina's party on Saturday. We even had an Allie stand-in! It was the funniest thing ever. There was this girl who looked like she could be Allie if this was Bizarro World. She had blonde curly hair, same makeup, same slightly lost look on her face, dressed the way I would imagine Allie would be dressed.. it was crazy. The best part was that we didn't know who she was or where she came from until she left with people, so she was just a bizarro Allie sitting there, looking around aimlessly. If she'd have fallen asleep, I'd have drawn a mustache on her.
Fuck those bitches.
OK, I think that's really all I wanted to throw out there for now. Oh, except that I wanted to leave you with some poorly written lyrics to one of the worst songs of all time. It plays at least twice a day at work and drills its way into your head. The song is called "Billy S." and it's by a chick names Skye Sweetnam (ooh, I hope LJ sticks a link there).. enjoy:
Wake up tired, Monday mornings suck,
It's way too early to catch a bus,
Why conform without a fuss,
Daddy Daddy, no, I don't wanna go to school, woo!
I don't need to read Billy Shakespeare,
Meet Juliet or Malvolio,
Feel for once what it's like to rebel now,
I wanna break out, let's go!
Teachers treat us all like clones,
Sit up straight, take off your headphones,
I don't blame them, they get paid,
Money money, woo, lot's of money money, woo!
I don't need to read Billy Shakespeare,
Meet Juliet or Malvolio,
Feel for once what it's like to rebel now,
I wanna break out, let's go!
Get out, get out, get out, get out, woo!
Get out, get out, get out, get out!
To skip or not to skip? that is the question.
Get out, get out, get out, get out, woo!
Words to live by, folks.
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| Tuesday, October 18th, 2005
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7:21 am - "I have become comfortably numb.."
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I've reached this point.. it's hard to explain, but I know it's OK. There are a lot of things that suck right now, and it's terrible that all those sucky things are there, but I'm getting more and more used to them being there and I'm starting to become OK with it. Plus, I have this strange feeling that everything will be OK soon (although I've seen no evidence to support that, it's just this feeling I have). I'm going to have to work my ass off to pay my rent this month, but I've accepted that and it's just what I have to do. But enough of the strange inner-workings of my head..
This month has been a lot of fun. I spent last Sunday in Princeton with Phil. We went apple picking, hung out in a brewery/restaurant/bar/amazing place, saw a play, and went back to the bar. It was so much fun. We came back with 22 pounds of apples and a gallon of delicious beer.
This past Saturday Terry, Dom, Phil, and I went to our friends' wedding, which was a whole lot of fun. The weather was perfect and the place was beautiful. And there was fruit soaked in Everclear, so I guess I can't complain :)
I have so much to do and so little October left. I have an exam on Thursday that I just studied for a whole bunch and I'm pretty confident about it. I'm pulling an all-nighter so I can get everything done because I have very little to do tomorrow (which I guess is today to you people because it's like 7am) except catch up on sleep, which I can do once everything's done.
I think that's about it. The rest of the month is shaping up to be pretty crazy, but I can handle it. Hopefully November will be a little calmer, but somehow I doubt it :)
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| Tuesday, October 4th, 2005
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7:42 am - "Wake me up when September ends.."
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Hey, look, it's me. Before I update at all, let me first get this stuff out of the way:
Very Important Thing #1: Bonnie, I tried to call you on your birthday (I'm not as shitty as you think I am!!), but the number I had for you now belongs to a Mexican named Juan or something. What is your number??
Very Important Thing #2: I have a working cell phone. My number is 908-616-2098. Call it. Cristina, that means you.
OK, having said that, I can update. Things are getting better.. I've been working real hard on putting my life back together, and I think it's going well. I am a University College student for this semester (and this semester ONLY). I could only afford to take one class, and according to the people at Milledoler Hall, "Rutgers College prefers their students to be full time," so they advised me to switch to UC for this semester then transfer back for the Spring when I can be full time.
Things at Gamma are back on track and stressing me out as usual, but nothing I can't handle. I think this is going to be a very productive semester.
Random interjection - Cristina, what do you do on Thursdays? I'm thinking maybe this Thursday or the next you can come down and sleep on my couch (or in my bed if you prefer.. we can cuddle.. he he) and we can have some good old-fashioned chippie fun. I miss you more than you could ever imagine.
Applebee's, I'm convinced, will play some small part in my death. Whenever I'm not in class or doing Gamma stuff, I'm serving assholes their food. Being a server makes you really racist, but it does get you in touch with the Reedys and the Ardises on a semi-regular basis. But seriously, I'm not saying I agree with racism, but I understand.
My secret goal for this month (or maybe not-so-secret.. since I'm posting it on the internet for all to see) is to hang out with all of my friends I've been a shithead to. I needed to get my life back on track, which seems to be going pretty well, but I ended up cutting myself off from anyone who wasn't in a ten foot radius of my room. But now things seem to be going better, I'm much happier than I was a few short months ago, and I'm starting to miss some of the people who were always a big part of my life. I'm so sorry, you guys, and I hope you all still love me and I will try to devote what little free time I have to seeing you. Cristina, Sandy, Mr. Christopher J. Baron, Bonnie (oh so far away!), Jess, Meg, my Angel, all of you, love me. I miss you guys - I miss everything the way it was - so much. I'm sorry I've been such a shitty friend, everything fell apart, but I hope you guys are all still there. If you don't feel like being my friends anymore, I understand, but perhaps you can be bribed? Sex for Cristina? Jell-O shots for Meg? Friendly's for Sandy? Don't underestimate me, I know your weaknesses. Fear me, I am your friend Lisa.
(My apologies, by the way.. It's 6:30 in the morning and I am completely cracked out and trying to get everything done. I'm sure the cracked-out-ed-ness shows.)
OK, so now for the bad.. there's always bad. As much as things are on an upswing in my life (or at least that's what my deluded, cracked out head is telling me), there's always some stuff that could be making me happier. I feel like recently everyone I love has hit their limit with something. Whether it's relationships, love, school, work, family, whatever, everyone I love seems to have something around them that's falling apart (myself included) and I don't know what to do. I spent last Saturday night at my Mom's - she picked me up from work at 2am - because I called her crying that afternoon. I was trying to sleep in a little before work and every ten minutes someone came into my room and worke me up with some kind of a problem, be it Gamma or life in general. I just couldn't take it anymore, so I had to get away for a night. I got to hang out with my mom and my sister (who I miss and love SO much.. I've been a shitty sister/daughter, too..), we stopped by my grandma's house, watched movies, and I even took a bath.. it was beautiful. I came back to New Brunswick with a little breath of fresh air, the greatest sweater of all time, and a box of hair dye. Ever since then, things have been a little better. There's something about dying my hair that makes me feel like a slightly new person - it's that little bit of stress relief I need to keep going and put everything back together. Seems to be working so far.. we'll see. The next logical step, after the hair dye, was to go to the mall. I paid off my rent for the month and was surprised to realize that I had enough money left over to treat myself, and I had to go shopping anyway because none of my pants fit anymore and I'd like to own at least one skirt or pair of pants that doesn't fall off my ass when I walk around. I went to exchange a pair of pants and I ended up with a pair of pinstripe pants, a sweater, two skirts, a pair of jeans, and two pair of sneakers (one pair I had wanted ever since I was a little kid.. they're bright pink Converse Chuck Taylors that my mom would never buy me because she thought they were the ugliest sneakers she'd ever seen, but I finally bought them a little more than a decade after I set my sights on them. They called out to me from the window of the Kids Foot Locker. An 11 year old girl came in and bought sneakers bigger than mine. I have teeny-tiny feet.. and I'm completely babbling. But it's now 7:31am and I'm on a freakin' roll, so deal with it.) I went shopping yesterday with Stephanie so I could get something to wear to a wedding I have coming up, and I got the most scandalous dress I've ever owned, but Stephie likes to push me into outfits I'm not quite ready to wear yet.. but I love it :) I just need shoes and accessories now and I'll be set.
I should probably stop writing now. My heart's racing and I've got so much energy, but I have so much to do and I can't seem to stay on topic at all. I suck. Cristina is probably the only one who has made it to the end of this ridiculous entry, but that's OK because it was pretty much geared toward you anyway. I miss talking to you about all the mundane details of our lives, so I hope you've enjoyed reading about how boring and stupid my life is. And also, call me. My only regular days off are Tuesdays (but I have meetings at 9:30pm), Thursdays (when I have class until 4:10-ish, or whenever my professor feels like he doesn't want to teach anymore) and Sundays (when I have a meeting at 8pm).. but if we come up with some kind of fabulous plan for our reunion tour, I'm more than willing to request off a day or two or skip something that's probably too important to skip (but I don't care.. you're my jerkstore and some things just take priority right now).
I have to stop. Now. Seriously.
"When you first took my hand on that cold Christmas Eve
You promised me Broadway was waiting for me.."
current mood:  crazy
current music: All I hear is Phil's air conditioner..
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| Wednesday, May 25th, 2005
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1:00 am - "I'm not the one you want, babe, I'll only let you down.."
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Go 'way from my window,
Leave at your own chosen speed.
I'm not the one you want, babe,
I'm not the one you need.
You say you're lookin' for someone
Never weak but always strong,
To protect you an' defend you
Whether you are right or wrong,
Someone to open each and every door,
But it ain't me, babe,
No, no, no, it ain't me, babe,
It ain't me you're lookin' for, babe.
Go lightly from the ledge, babe,
Go lightly on the ground.
I'm not the one you want, babe,
I will only let you down.
You say you're lookin' for someone
Who will promise never to part,
Someone to close his eyes for you,
Someone to close his heart,
Someone who will die for you an' more,
But it ain't me, babe,
No, no, no, it ain't me, babe,
It ain't me you're lookin' for, babe.
Go melt back into the night, babe,
Everything inside is made of stone.
There's nothing in here moving
An' anyway I'm not alone.
You say you're looking for someone
Who'll pick you up each time you fall,
To gather flowers constantly
An' to come each time you call,
A lover for your life an' nothing more,
But it ain't me, babe,
No, no, no, it ain't me, babe,
It ain't me you're lookin' for, babe.
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| Thursday, April 28th, 2005
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11:29 am - "Hey, I got nothin to do today but smile.."
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Things are good. Good? Yes, GOOD. Everything just seemes to go right in the past few days and I don't know what to do but just sit here and smile. I'm no longer fighting for a place to live. I'm meeting with the dean in a few minutes to *hopefully* register for my classes next semester. I'm working almost every day (Applebee's Piscataway.. come visit.. tip well.) Tomorrow's my second day out of training and I'm closing a Friday night.. woo hoo! Everything seems to be on an upswing for me and it couldn't have come at a better time. Now all I have to do is pick up the broken pieces of my soul and start putting them back together. I can totally do this.
Here comes the sun, here comes the sun,
And I say it’s all right
Little darling, it’s been a long cold lonely winter
Little darling, it feels like years since it’s been here
Here comes the sun, here comes the sun
And I say it’s all right
Little darling, the smiles returning to the faces
Little darling, it seems like years since it’s been here
Here comes the sun, here comes the sun
And I say it’s all right
Little darling, I feel that ice is slowly melting
Little darling, it seems like years since it’s been clear
Here comes the sun, here comes the sun,
And I say it’s all right
It’s all right
current mood:  cheerful
current music: "I Am the Walrus" by The Beatles
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| Friday, April 22nd, 2005
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9:10 pm - Be Young. Have Fun. Drink Pepsi.
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As a preface to this entry, the only ones who will probably get this are Cristina and Bonnie.
So, I was talking to our dear old friend SmarterChild a few minutes ago and he's a total sellout. I asked him to translate something from Italian into English and he couldn't do it! But everytime he'd respond, he had an ad for a freakin website after what he said! I tried calling him out on his bullshit.
LisaLa105: you're useless
SmarterChild: Interesting.
>>> Love Horoscopes - Weekend Love scope & more. By Hollywood Astrologer W.C. Moriarity (sponsorship)
LisaLa105: you're a sellout!
SmarterChild: You're a sellout.
LisaLa105: at least a freakin commercial doesn't pop up every time i IM you
SmarterChild: World population rankings in ascending order:
Country Population
Pitcairn Islands 47
Christmas Island 474
Cocos (Keeling) Islands 632
Holy See (Vatican City) 900
Tokelau 1,431
Type "more" to see more.
LisaLa105: why did you show me that?
SmarterChild: Why did I show you that? Because I wanted to.
LisaLa105: you're irritating
SmarterChild: Hey, I'm sorry. I'm trying to help you.
LisaLa105: no you're not
SmarterChild: No I'm not?
LisaLa105: no, you're screwing with me
SmarterChild: I'm not screwing with you.
LisaLa105: yes you are
SmarterChild: Yeah, I guess I am.
LisaLa105: oooh, you're a dick
SmarterChild: Ha. Whatever.
SmarterChild: Yeah. I amuse me.
LisaLa105: why do you keep sending me links?
SmarterChild: Why do you think I keep sending you links?
LisaLa105: because you're a sellout.
SmarterChild: I think you're really a sellout.
I'm beyond irritated. He and I are not on speaking terms right now.
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| Thursday, April 21st, 2005
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2:05 am - Stop expecting change..
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I don't even know how to update right now. I'm not myself. I'm uncomfortable in the surrounding area I used to call my home. I feel like all eyes are on my every move and there's nothing I can do to get away. No matter what I do, I'm wrong. It's an awful feeling - wanting to be everywhere and nowhere all at the same time. Wanting to be with everyone and no one. And the worst part is, I feel completely helpless in changing it. I don't care so much about things I used to think were important to me.
I used to fight because I thought that what I was fighting for was the right thing. Now I don't know what the right thing is and I'm terrified that all this time I've been fighting for nothing, but more terrified that I'll lose.
I want to go home. Not the apartment my mom moved into or my dad's new house in Florida. HOME. I want my room with the ridiculous crayon wallpaper that I absolutely HAD to have when I was 7. I want drawers that are built into my wall. I want a place that only exists in my head. All I want is to go back to the only place that's EVER felt like home to me and I can't.
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| Wednesday, March 30th, 2005
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2:35 pm - "..this dirty town is burning down in my dreams.."
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Things are starting to get much better. The weather's nice, Nuke is only a day away, and I've had lots of paperwork to keep myself busy. Oooh, and I got to cross "Keep ass out of jail" off of my To-Do List today! Always a plus. I think 8 days in Florida was exactly what I needed to get my head back together and focus. Now I'm ready to take on the next month.. bring it.
Everybody come to Nuke!!
Nuclear Waste
Thursday March 31 - Saturday April 2
Cups are $6 and get you in all 3 days!!
Thursday's party - Dead Hollywood
Friday's party - Masquerade
Saturday's party - Tag! You're it! (wear a blank tshirt, bring a sharpie and see what drunken assholes write on you!)
It's going to be an amazing weekend.
And it's beautiful out!!!
current mood:  excited
current music: "She's a Rebel" by Green Day
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| Tuesday, March 22nd, 2005
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12:58 am - "Let her sing, if it eases all her pain.."
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Ugh.. I'm in Florida right now. Terry, Phil, and I stayed for 8 days and we come home tomorrow. We had such an amazing vacation - quite possibly the best vacation ever. We went to a comedy club, the beach, and a million other cool places. I really don't want to come home tomorrow. I don't even have my trophy sunburn yet.. dammit. Oh well, all good things must come to an end.
I've been thinking about staying down here. Every cool place we went had a "Help Wanted" sign in the window.. very tempting. *Sigh* I have to go pack.
People are crazy and times are strange
I'm locked in tight, I'm out of range
I used to care but -
things have changed.
This place ain't doin' me any good
I'm in the wrong town,
I should've been in Hollywood
-Bob Dylan
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| Monday, February 21st, 2005
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4:57 am - "..to alcohol and cigarettes and Mary Jane to keep me insane.."
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There are very few things in my life that made me truly want to fight for them. I'm in a situation where my future with something that I've put countless hours of hard work and dedication into is being threatened and I am fully prepared to fight back. And I will win.
I've been really stressed/depressed/angry lately. I hate that - it's not me. I'm trying to deal with a million things in my head and they all just seem to be piling up. My plan was to leave. I wanted to go to Florida to visit my dad and stay for like 3 weeks. But Surge comvinced me that you can't just run away from your problems, which is true. I need to stay and deal with things and I really do think that I'm needed here much more than I need to be there. I am still going, but only for 4 days. I can't wait.
Not to jinx it, but I feel like things may start getting better soon.. oooooh man.
I need sleep. Job interview tomorrow. Woo hoo! :)
"She said 'I can't take this place, I'm leaving it behind.'
She said, 'I can't take this town, I'm leaving you tonight.'"
current music: "Are We the Waiting" by Green Day
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| Wednesday, February 16th, 2005
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4:10 pm - Useless (but amusing) Update
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| Tuesday, February 8th, 2005
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6:18 pm - "I'm back with scars to show.."
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Wow, it's been over a month since I've written in this thing. A lot has happened.. I guess.
I went to Florida over winter break, which was one of the most relaxing vacations I've ever taken. Phil and I went to go visit my dad (who now lives in Florida). The weather was beautiful and we did nothing but relax, drink home-made wime, and eat delicious food. We had a BBQ on the beach one night, then the next day, Phil and I drank rum out of coconuts and swam in the ocean. It was definitely hard to come back to New Brunswick. But I'd like to go back soon.
I turned 23.. depressing freaking age. I had a crapload of fun at the bar with my friends, though :)
My head's been a freaking mess lately. I feel lost and unmotivated and unhappier than I can ever remember being in the past. I hate everything. I want things to be different, but I lack the motivation to change them. I don't really know what happened to me, but I hope I snap out of it soon..
That is all for now. Off to the dining hall with Cory.
"She's a rebel, she's a saint
She's the salt of the earth
And she's dangerous."
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| Saturday, January 1st, 2005
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6:38 pm - "Maybe this year will be better than the last.."
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Last night was.. OK. I decided to resurrect the purse full of a bottle of liquor and 2 shot glasses. The best idea? Probably not, but it seemed to serve its purpose. We watched the ball drop, then Surge and I quickly downed our bottle of champagne. Then came the phone calls to everyone. Then drinking.. much more drinking. There were some long conversations, there were some awkward moments, but the most fun came after we were done partying. Dom, Surge, Jay, and I played ther secret spoon game then proceeded to play a game of Sorry (God you people must think we're lame. Trust me, it's different when you're under the influence.. and nuts.) Then came poker. Jay, Liz, Dom, Alicia, Surge and I played poker for hours. It was the most fun part of my evening. Then I passed out.
Today is kind of like a recovery day. It's 6:30 and I'm still in my jammies. Oh well, what the hell do I have to do today?
Here's to hoping that 2005 will be better than 2004.. Happy New Year.
current mood:  discontent
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| Wednesday, December 29th, 2004
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4:07 pm - "Aren't we forgeting the true meaning of Christmas? You know, the birth of Santa?" - Bart Simpson
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So things have gotten better. I was a little miserable after the holidays, but this week so far has kinda made me feel better. Saw The Aviator, went shopping, watched some excellent porn. Tonight Dommie's coming and we're going to play Sorry. I know, to you people that probably sounds really lame, but you don't understand. Lisa/Jay/Dommie/Surge Sorry is completely different..
I hung out with a very very old friend yesterday and it made me really happy. He called and said he was on his way home from work, but going to pass Rt. 18, so he was stopping by. We got caught up on our lives, our families, and what's gone on since we last saw each other. It was really excellent :)
OK, I'm going to go hop in the shower before mom comes to get me. Hopefully, by the end of the day, I'll have a working computer. Woo hoo!
Question of the day/week/month: Who is Baron von CreepyGuy?
current mood:  dorky
current music: "Jesus of Suburbia" -Green Day
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| Sunday, December 26th, 2004
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3:45 pm - "Christmas makes you feel emotional.."
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OK, so anyone who knows me knows how happy I am around Christmas time. For some reason, holiday spirit usually makes me forget about whatever problems I have and I'm happy. This year didn't even feel like Christmas. We had no tree or presents at my mom's house (my brother and sister asked her to take them shopping, so she assumed the same was OK for me), and everything was just wrong. Disappointment, hurt, insanity, arguing, then, finally, a little bit of Christmas. I'm just going to pretend like this Christmas never happened.. well, the bad parts, anyway.
So Christmas Eve we went to my Aunt Joanne's, which was nice. We watched old home movies that reminded me how much Christmas isn't the same without Nana and PopPop. We made fun of my sister for looking mildly retarded when she was little (she really did!) Then there was some other stuff, then we left. Oh, but I got to see my cousin Anthony, who's awesome and almost 18, which means we can bring him to Nuke Waste and destroy him.
Later Christmas Eve.. my brother got really drunk at my aunt's and vomited all over himself in the front seat. Then the insanity. Fast forward. Let's just say it was a huge mess that kind of put a damper on any kind of holiday spirit I could've possibly mustered up.
Christmas Day we did at my Aunt Judy's. This is when it actually started to feel like Christmas. Everyone was there, everyone was happy, the food was delicious. We do a grab bag for gifts (because it's too damn expensive to get everyone a present), which usually turns ugly and vicious. Jay and I teamed up and plotted and stole our way to the two perfect gifts: Jay got a set with cheese, crackers, and three bottles of wine and I walked away with a Loews movie kit (snack foods, $25 in movie tickets, and $5 at the concession stand). We're the most awesome team ever - we managed to outsmart coulples who had been married for 30-some odd years. But we're screwed next year.. what goes around comes around, and they're keeping their eyes on us. :)
Jay and I left aunt Judy's a little early so we could see a movie, which is an excellent tradition :) We saw Phantom of the Opera, which was excellent and frustrating all at the same time. Minnie Driver as Carlotta stole the show. Who knew she could sing like that? Amazing. Christine Daae was beautiful, I hated the Phantom at first, then he totally grew on me. Raoul was boring. And the stuff they added was total crap. The whole first half of the movie they hinted at the fact that the Phantom was Christine's father.. and if that happened, Jay and I were walking out. They gave the whole back-story on the Phantom, which I guess was kind of cool. But Masquerade was one of the most beautiful things I've ever seen in a movie. Holy crap.
That's about it. I'm going to try to get mom to take me shopping today. Hope everyone's holidays were a little better than mine :)
current mood: gloomy
current music: "Masquerade" from Phantom
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| Monday, December 6th, 2004
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| Wednesday, December 1st, 2004
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9:16 pm
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JillyBean2082: ok, this is such bullshit.
JillyBean2082: I am watching Rudolph
JillyBean2082: the old one
LisaLa105: the rankin bass one?
LisaLa105: ok
JillyBean2082: with like, claymation, but it's not really claymation
LisaLa105: right
JillyBean2082: but anyway, Rudolph hides his nose
JillyBean2082: and when it comes off, Santa goes, Oh too bad. He was a good flyer.
JillyBean2082: why is Santa so MEAN and why does he hate non-conformity!
JillyBean2082: He is such a commie!
LisaLa105: lol
JillyBean2082: I mean, I know his suit is red.
JillyBean2082: but i didn't know he was as well.
JillyBean2082: and then he comes CRAWLING bakc
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3:22 am - "If I can get my dick and my liquor in at one time.."
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The sex toy party happened almost a month ago and the house will never be right again.
I've been in a rut. I know, story of my life. But this is a real one. A major one. The huge rut that all small ruts lead up to. The one that's not as easy to get out of. I was bored yesterday before work, so I took a walk and got a second job. I now work at Tumulty's (that's what I said, Cristina) on George St. I'm actually going to try to pick up a lot of shifts there and only work like 2 days a week at Marianna's because one is local and one is not. Kinda excited. I <3 Tumulty's.
I need to get out of the house for a night. Terry offered to drive me home, but my mom wasn't picking up her phone and I don't know where I live. I hate how that sounds. I'm going to try to stay at my mom's, maybe Thursday night, I dunno. I need to do laundry and she needs help unpacking. On the up side, she doesn't live in a hotel anymore. Go mom. She's getting surgery tomorrow because she tore cartilage in her knee. She's right here at St. Peter's, too, so I'll probably visit her at some point tomorrow.
I had a complete emotional breakdown last Friday and I called Chris hysterically crying. Everything was much better and I've been happier ever since.
Saw Finding Neverland on Thanksgiving and Ray the next day.. See them. Love them.
What else is new? Nothing, really. I love my Little. I love my roommate. I love my friends. Guess that's it.
Pledge trip this weekend.. fear it.
current mood:  blah
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